When I was mixed and messed

Gary's hiatus from variety show is a big shock for me, I have personal connection with Running Man and the members. It is my favorite show and affects me in every way.

I looked back at my notes in my facebook and I found this..
A year ago, Running Man and Leessang gave me a sincere warmth and support when I was down and in trouble back then.

I listened to Leessang's tracks and and I wrote;

"mixed and messed"

by Wulan Lestari on Tuesday, December 20, 2011 at 10:20pm ·

 #np "leessang - to leessang"

others are not me, I am not others
no one can dive to look what's inside mine
my sight is kinda blurry since then
when hope and dreams are distance words

here.. I stunned myself, feeling tasteless
trying so hard to make myself busy though my mind is traveling somewhere
if you think I'm talking about love, no I am not talking about it now

#np "leessang - flame"

I am trying to stand up tall and cast the uneasy feeling
such a troublesome when one comes trying to push and make me fall
don't know why or how, it feels bad
I need you not to come and mess up with me

#np "leessang - recall"

too empty leads to confusion
too confuse leads to anger
too angry leads to emptiness

but too many means enough
I have to be tough

God, in You I trust since You know me even better than myself.


 

Gary oppa, Gil oppa.. whatever your decision is, I am wishing you a good luck and big success. Running Man and Infinity Challange won't be the same without both of you.

and please one day, come to Indonesia (Bandung) hold a concert here!!
Leessang for life!!! Manse.. manse.. manse!!